Great work Dave!
Unwillingly I had already begun to commit the unforgivable sin, I began to be honest with myself and think for myself....
... I thought so much all I wanted to do was stop thinking. I didn't think I knew anything for sure anymore. I started to think I wished I didn't know what I knew.
But, I had to admit, I now knew one thing for sure, my life would never be the same.
7-006
Yep, it's funny that even though many of us take different roads to get there, it seems many of us eventually come to this point.
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It's the what I now like to call my, "WTF???" moment.
Somebody pull the plug on my brain because I can't handle processing anymore lies or to run my brain through any more possible scenarios or life-altering decisions.
I want to take the blue pill instead. The red pill sucks; ...I know it's not steak, but it tastes like steak and that's good enough for me, so turn me back into a f'ing battery. [Matrix ref for those lost here]
Or as shotgun describes it:
then I started to realize it didn't matter how much more shit I added to the pile..it was still shit.
shotgun
Now get back to work and finish your projects Dave. I got three projects due today that I have been putting off reading this site. I can't afford to lose anymore time reading your excellent life story.
Winston.